Anxiety Chronicles: I’m Back and As Anxious As Ever

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Making a return to this page and blog space after a deep dive off the anxiety and depression high board. I’m switching up some tactics on this page. Gonna be a lot more true to self and basically document how I handle an overwhelming feeling of anxiety while trying to get to some semblance of where I want to be in life.

I’m still gonna talk about all the things I said I would, I even have some events lined up to attend. Definitely changing names again cause I’ve finally found my brand. One I doubt is gonna change for a while.

So here we are, off again on this blogging adventure. Enjoy these pictures of when I was doing things. I remember the weekend at the museum. The other one doesn’t even rig a bell as tho what my plans were.
That one time I went to a Science Museum


Me going somewhere....no clue where though.
Will I edit this post, I don’t know. Was this written while I was trying to make it through an extremely long and exhausting work day, you bet your fish it was.


Where to find me online:
Insta: @anxiouspartygrrl
Spotify: pandora-quest.

No post playlist this week. I believe that is all. Have a blessed week and find a therapist even if you’re fine, give your mental wellness a tune up.

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